aliassmith wrote:Yirbu wrote:I blew my trial account
Today initially was a good day because I made 3.5% profit.
Exactly the same as I did yesterday.
During NY I lost it al again and then some more.
Exactly the same as happened yesterday only now apparently I hit -5%.
I'm going to take a day or so to fix my ego and try to figure out what went wrong.
I really feel stupid and down now.
Well thats not going to help.
You never can tell but if you are up 3.5% before NY starts
then maybe you shouldn't trade NY session.
Try to analyze what you did during the trial. (Trading and Mental)
Go back to demo next week
This is actually something I just don't know what to think about and is on my list with questions to resolve.
If I am up x% should I stop trading to protect my gains (and limit my upside)?
Should I do that depending on the situation?
For instance; getting there "by coincidence" vs getting there in a strong trending market with much more potential?
It doesn't feel logical to stop trading because the market doesn't know I'm up X% and it can't influence it.
Only I can influence it, so stopping because I might sabotage myself sounds ok-ish.
The trials forced me to stop trading if I was down a certain % so I would still be alive the next day.
Obviously I understand why but it also doesn't feel logical to do that.
Last weekend I figured out what the reasons were I wasn't performing in the test. (I hope I have found all the reasons)
I'll have to face these challenges and figure out how I can handle them